eating clam chowder from panera <3 and this is becoming my new favorite. oh i wish they put this on the menu everyday…….

came home early from work. kind of relaxing. my puppies need some exercise. but scared to go out…sucks. jake went to las vegas with his family. yea, its caleb’s 21st birthday. i’m here going school and working everyday ;( then, last nite when i came home, there was a note at the door. somebody moved stuff around in my yard. mowed the lawn like a little in the front, and the massage said ” are you by yourself now?” so this person knows that i stay here by myself now…..kind of creepy. but i dont know. some kind person just wanted mow the yard coz it looked pretty bad…lol

oh, i got myself a new steam vacuum<3 since all the messy people are not at home, im gonna clean this whole house perfectly. it cost me much…but i would love clean carpet.

this baby has been taking a lot out of me. i constantly feel hungry. im still not ready to gain that much weight. but it is happening…i can tell. maybe i should wear bikini and take some pictures before i lose this shape forever!! lol